Noticing rising frustration and judgement while calling the new mortgage company for the 3rd time because somehow ,they are not receiving our electronic payments and we may get charged late fees. Noticing anger and more frustration while submitting our flex plan claims for the 4th time because we are not being paid due to a new system glitch. Feeling overwhelming gratitude while remembering that I even have a mortgage, a health care plan to submit claims to, and a relative healthy body to make a call. It’s about being aware of all of it and judging none of it.